Ashton Kutcher forEsquire.Photo: Billy KiddAshton Kutcheris opening up about a difficult time in his life and former relationship.Speaking toEsquirefor a digital cover interview, the actor, 44, talked candidly about his relationship withDemi Moore, during which the actress had a late-term miscarriage.Asked if he thinks of the situation differently now than he did when he was in the midst of the relationship, Kutcher thoughtfully shared, “Losing a kid that you think you’re going to have, and that close to thinking you’re going to have a kid, is really, really painful. Everyone deals with that in different ways.“The couple was dealing with a number of challenges in the aftermath, from Moore’sstruggles with sobrietyto theirpursuit of growing their family— which also consisted of theCharlie’s Angelsactress' three daughters with ex-husband,Bruce Willis— through in-vitro fertilization (IVF).“I love kids,” Kutcher continued. “I wouldn’t have gotten married to a woman that had three kids if I didn’t love kids. The idea of having another kid would have been incredible.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Ashton Kutcher on the cover ofEsquire.Billy KiddDespite the pain and difficulty of that time, Kutcher said he accepted the outcome, adding, “For whatever reason, I had to have that experience.“Elsewhere in the interview, Kutcher discussed what it was likebecoming a stepfatherto Moore’s daughters,Scout,Tallulah, andRumer, at 26.“I was 26, bearing the responsibility of an 8-year-old, a 10-year-old, and a 12-year-old,” he shared. “That’s how some teen parents must experience their twenties.Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore in 2011.Amanda Edwards/WireImage/GettyToday, Kutcher shares son Dimitri, 6, and daughter Wyatt, 8, with wifeMila Kunis.During the summer of 2022, Kutcher and Kunis took their kids on “a crazy 10-day road trip.““We just went cruising in a van to the national parks around the country. Just hanging out with our kids 24/7 and it was phenomenal,” theVengeanceactor told PEOPLE.“I have the best time with my kids,” he added, noting that he wasn’t particularly looking forward to Wyatt and Dimitri returning to school. “If I never had to send them back that would be my preference.”

Ashton Kutcher forEsquire.Photo: Billy Kidd

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Ashton Kutcheris opening up about a difficult time in his life and former relationship.Speaking toEsquirefor a digital cover interview, the actor, 44, talked candidly about his relationship withDemi Moore, during which the actress had a late-term miscarriage.Asked if he thinks of the situation differently now than he did when he was in the midst of the relationship, Kutcher thoughtfully shared, “Losing a kid that you think you’re going to have, and that close to thinking you’re going to have a kid, is really, really painful. Everyone deals with that in different ways.“The couple was dealing with a number of challenges in the aftermath, from Moore’sstruggles with sobrietyto theirpursuit of growing their family— which also consisted of theCharlie’s Angelsactress' three daughters with ex-husband,Bruce Willis— through in-vitro fertilization (IVF).“I love kids,” Kutcher continued. “I wouldn’t have gotten married to a woman that had three kids if I didn’t love kids. The idea of having another kid would have been incredible.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Ashton Kutcher on the cover ofEsquire.Billy KiddDespite the pain and difficulty of that time, Kutcher said he accepted the outcome, adding, “For whatever reason, I had to have that experience.“Elsewhere in the interview, Kutcher discussed what it was likebecoming a stepfatherto Moore’s daughters,Scout,Tallulah, andRumer, at 26.“I was 26, bearing the responsibility of an 8-year-old, a 10-year-old, and a 12-year-old,” he shared. “That’s how some teen parents must experience their twenties.Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore in 2011.Amanda Edwards/WireImage/GettyToday, Kutcher shares son Dimitri, 6, and daughter Wyatt, 8, with wifeMila Kunis.During the summer of 2022, Kutcher and Kunis took their kids on “a crazy 10-day road trip.““We just went cruising in a van to the national parks around the country. Just hanging out with our kids 24/7 and it was phenomenal,” theVengeanceactor told PEOPLE.“I have the best time with my kids,” he added, noting that he wasn’t particularly looking forward to Wyatt and Dimitri returning to school. “If I never had to send them back that would be my preference.”

Ashton Kutcheris opening up about a difficult time in his life and former relationship.

Speaking toEsquirefor a digital cover interview, the actor, 44, talked candidly about his relationship withDemi Moore, during which the actress had a late-term miscarriage.

Asked if he thinks of the situation differently now than he did when he was in the midst of the relationship, Kutcher thoughtfully shared, “Losing a kid that you think you’re going to have, and that close to thinking you’re going to have a kid, is really, really painful. Everyone deals with that in different ways.”

The couple was dealing with a number of challenges in the aftermath, from Moore’sstruggles with sobrietyto theirpursuit of growing their family— which also consisted of theCharlie’s Angelsactress' three daughters with ex-husband,Bruce Willis— through in-vitro fertilization (IVF).

“I love kids,” Kutcher continued. “I wouldn’t have gotten married to a woman that had three kids if I didn’t love kids. The idea of having another kid would have been incredible.”

Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.

Ashton Kutcher on the cover ofEsquire.Billy Kidd

Ashton Kutcher Esquire Magazine

Despite the pain and difficulty of that time, Kutcher said he accepted the outcome, adding, “For whatever reason, I had to have that experience.”

Elsewhere in the interview, Kutcher discussed what it was likebecoming a stepfatherto Moore’s daughters,Scout,Tallulah, andRumer, at 26.

“I was 26, bearing the responsibility of an 8-year-old, a 10-year-old, and a 12-year-old,” he shared. “That’s how some teen parents must experience their twenties.

Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore in 2011.Amanda Edwards/WireImage/Getty

Actor Ashton Kutcher (L) and actress Demi Moore arrive at the Coalition to Abolish Slavery & Trafficking’s 13th Annual Gala at the Skirball Cultural Center on May 12, 2011 in Los Angeles, California.

Today, Kutcher shares son Dimitri, 6, and daughter Wyatt, 8, with wifeMila Kunis.

During the summer of 2022, Kutcher and Kunis took their kids on “a crazy 10-day road trip.”

“We just went cruising in a van to the national parks around the country. Just hanging out with our kids 24/7 and it was phenomenal,” theVengeanceactor told PEOPLE.

“I have the best time with my kids,” he added, noting that he wasn’t particularly looking forward to Wyatt and Dimitri returning to school. “If I never had to send them back that would be my preference.”

source: people.com